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Right now I’m dying. All of a sudden its Sunday the 14th and I leave in 3 days. I’m just not sure what to do with myself. Since I’ve had so much time to chill and relax at home I feel like I still have a bunch of time to do the things that I want to do, and pack! but then I think rationally and realize I can’t possibly do it all.
I hate saying bye to people even though I know I will see them again in a few months. I had my last piano lesson this afternoon and my piano teacher made copies of all my best pieces for me to take to school just incase there is a piano for me to play. When it was over I was actually really really sad. I have had a piano lesson almost every week for the last 10 years! Thats 520 piano lessons! and now I’m done… I really should have done more with piano, I really think I took it for granted.
Tonight my family and I went to Hoban to have dinner and karaoke. It was one of the most fun times I’ve had with my family. We had a ton of delicious food, I got to see my dad do karaoke (anyone who knows my dad knows that it is very unlike him to do karaoke) and we shattered a glass table. A good note to end on. Ill put some pictures up eventually, they’re pretty funny.
All this time I’ve been thinking to myself “Oh I’m so ready to go, I just want to get out of here, this will be easy, I’m not worried at all.” and now just in the last week it has turned to, “Damn I don’t think I’m ready, can I do this? this isn’t as easy at all”
Cheers
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hey, just know that you’re not alone in thinking all that…most everyone who’s going to be there will be feeling the same thing, I know I will anyway. All i’ve been thinking these last two days is that I don’t think I’m going to be able to deal with school and being away from home and that I just need to wait another year, haha but then I start thinking about meeting everyone and getting settled in our rooms (again, fingers crossed that we get the big singles!).
Comment by the india girl ;) September 17, 2008 @ 6:56 amAnywho flower boy, keep your head up eh? we’re gonna be fine, it’ll just take some getting used to.